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i need help. i can't be myself around my parents because im bisexual there i finally said it!!! i want to be who i am but i can't or everybody in my family will hate me even more

can anybody help me figure out how to tell my parents im Bi. i need help im so depressed i want to be me again but i can't knowing that i have to keep this secret from them

We....the children of the underworld have been sent on a quest to reunight with our blood sisters and blood brothers to go to the surface would above, to jinx it. Once again we will cause the black rains to fall, and the blood to be shed, we will reak habbic and destroy all love. Everyone has hate locked up inside them, now let it all out full force says i, as we prepare for combat, to enslave the saints, nuns and priests. As we crusify Jesus Christ on his own love symbol. The Cross. Out father Satan and our mother Pandora would be so proud the day we finally complete our quest. The magets can smell the Slipknot fans from here and Green day have a  leathel case of gang green. Barney finally got man slottered, and i well i got my eyes and tounge pecked out, my face burnt to ash, and my heart ripped out by a mob of hated mortals and ravens. Forever known as the faceless, heartless daughter of Satan and Pandora.

Everywhere i go and every one i see has nothing to do here so god help me. I keep living out the nightmares of everyday dreams, so i can't sleep at night i'm stuck full of fright!!! The phychos are quite nice, but their my friends, and their all i've got, even teh canibles that i've fought. Me and my friends, we've allways got each others backs no matter what happens, so when i dye from a feak accident, they'll not be affraid to come to my funeral. My lood sisters and blood brothers have fought for acceptance for years, but theres nothing left of our hearts or souls to fight for my dears. I see that we need help, but no one can seem to hear the silent screams we let out with our pain and fear!!!

My light shines so bright until u ripped my heart to shreads. At last now i feel like a kite that was taken fromt the sky and buried alive at night. I just don't understand why, can't u just explaing urself to me on why u did this to me???????? I thought u loved me and i knew i had issues but why, why me???? Why now??? How could u??? Through everything i've been through ur the only one that made me feel like i had no worries like a kite soaring so high. But now u keep tearing me apart even more because u won'te ven talk, listen, or act like u care what u did to me. I guess i'm just wasted space on this planet and forever will be. My light no longer shines bright!!!!!!!!!

Let death come, let it go ur so depressed u fuckin hoe. Oh so red and oh so black my life needs a back track!!!!!!!! I love u so much more but i can't be arround that whore!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't feel i can't see as if my walls are closing in. I'm so numb is this real??? I can't tell any more u wore me out. With out a doubt i can't understand why the world is so cold and the seas are filled with blood.

I've cryied by the times i've died a little more inside, every spitful day is full of hate. Nothing in life is great (life has no purpose or neaning) for even heaven and hell can agree i haven't found a speck of hope. Please help, don't be a dope, i'm so cold and alone. The smell of death circles arround me. The vultures begin to show their ugly faces they pick and peck me appart. I take everything to heart. Death comes for us all. The world is getting small. Some day the plague will kill us all!!!!!

 

AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I slice and dice and sacrifice my mind, body and sould. My spirit is low as low as can be and my out look on life is as dark as the red sea. In my eyes there is hope, but in my mind i'm nothing but a dope. My heart feels like a voodoo doll my mind is enclosed just like a skull. As u slice and sice i help u sacrifice ur soul forever in hell!!!!!!!!!

I can't speak, im just to weak, hope is what i seek. My mouth is sewn shut cause of all the rules. I;m stuck with the lost souls and ghouls. I need some help, i need it bad before i can stop feeling sad, i have an urge oh my dear, please slice and dice out my fear.  (i tear my heart open i sew my self shut my weakness is that i care to much)

As i stare into space, theres no emotiong on my face. I know i can't fight, i know i can't cry, all i can do is sit there and hide inside my head. I'm filled with dread, please help me for now my soul is dead!!!! I try for help, but no once can hear my silent screams. I trust no one thats why i have a nerve...(gag sound)

Lost with out hope, lost like a dope. I miss u and love u, and i just wanna hug u. I miss ur touch, even ur smell, my life is like going through hell. Rock n' Roll's oh so gold, but my parents sold my soul.

Some are loud, some u can't hear, some are just out of fear. I hope mine can be heard, with out saying a word. Oh my god!!! I had a thought what if i die to day??? (scream ahhh, slicing sound, dripping sound, silence)....

I wish i may i wish i might i wish i knew which war to fight. Some are nice and some are mean, u r such a drama queen. I can't take this pain no more ur nothing but a bitchy whore!!! I hate ur guts, don't make a fuss. Expessially when u feel u must. I hate u, u cause the pain and none of us will be the same!!!

I'm creepy, scary, and oh so mean, no one hears my silent screams. I have blazing red eyes, my tounge is cut because of lies. My life is dead and oh so merkey, my parents ask why aren't u perkey??? I'm glum as can be, and if i weren't maybe my parents would hate me!!!! I'm lost and alone with no one to hold. My soul is finally sold, and all the rules are so strong and bold. I can't help but feel so wrong, thats's why i wrote this depressing poem.

Some are white ans ome are gray, my life is like a summers day. Oh so hot and oh so dry, one doesn't know why mommy cries. I must wonder when will i die? My world is dark i allready know, but now i'm gone is there no hope? I wish i could see whats wrong with me, now why am i lost at sea. Seas of tears oh so black, i just want my best friend back. So alone, lost, and cold, seems like my life was once made of gold. Now i'm cold and oh so dead please help me fix my jacked up head!!!  H.E.L.P.!!!!

roses are black and the blood we've shed has poisined our hearts full of lead. It was a shot into our vains and now our rotting corpses remaine. Black rains fall from the sky and now we're cast back alive. The underwors sucks us in as i fit was the devil's sin. Some are black and some are red what killed us has a shot to the head.